So, this summer was a learning experiance. I have learned to fuck love. It hurts to much to try. To be overly attatched and use that word called love is just asking to be hurt. I've pretty much lost faith in it.
I have been sudying a lot more of buddhist teachings. Even though I don't go to temple because I don't want to because I'm still more of an atheist than I am a buddhist.
I have learned that brotherly love is a truly powerful thing. And even more so whe you are in a tough situation.
I have learned that even though your friends seem like a second family. The real thing means more to me then I thought.
I have learned that I really can do that things that I want. I just need to work harder to reach them.
And through all this the number one thing that I have found is that life is a learning experiance. And I still have a lot to learn about everything.
Fin.
August 8 2005, 15:51:55 UTC 6 years ago
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